I’m not ok.

But it’s ok.

Because even if we can’t talk or see each other, I know that you’re there.

This really sucks.

I feel so miserable….

I’m just in pain everywhere and feel so sick.

Today absolutely did not turn out the way it would. Sometimes I can be pessimistic, but even I would have never thought today would escalate the way it did.

I’m still running on 2 hours of sleep and I feel like throwing up. I really don’t feel prepared for tomorrow and it’s making me really nervous.

I’m so exhausted, stressed and just overall sick….

The only boy ever

That has ever made me go from tears of frustration and anger to happiness within 2 seconds. I’m speechless.

I love you so much.

#bestboyfriendaward  #amazing  #love  

I just want to fucking punch the wall and break everything.

I am going to have the most fucking worst timing for everything the next 5 days. I can’t fucking deal with so much stress and inconveniences in such little time and I can’t change anything to work in my favor. Nothing is fucking going right and I have finals in like 4 days and taking the SAT on Saturday and I’m not even going to be able to prepare for it.

Everything is just fucking going wrong, I wish it would stop……

#so fucking pissed  #frustrated  #tears